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Post by Sebastien Athanasopoulos on May 17, 2015 23:35:44 GMT
Bash nodded a bit. It made sense that he may not know, but he had a feeling that he did and just didn't want to admit the truth. He frowned when he suddenly went off though. "Juju...I didn't know about any of that stuff other than not wanting to hug and being military and not showing emotions." he said defensively. He wasn't meaning it in a bad way really. Not that bad anyway. He shook his head. "Juju I am sorry. I didn't know. I know you wouldn't hurt anyone like that. I know you aren't that type of person. I didn't mean it like that." he said with a frown. "Please Juju...I am sorry." he whispered, not wanting to be hated because he didn't know what he had said would be taken in such a way.
He sighed a bit. "I didn't mean that in a bad way either. Yeah the guy is a crazy psychopath, but...he gets the job done. I mean, look how far being that way has gotten him." he said, shrugging a bit. He wasn't exactly on either side of the rebel/loyal fence. He was just there. He was just living really. Truthfully he didn't feel much like he belonged to either side. "Okay, maybe not that close to perfect, but I am pretty damn adorable and even you can't deny that." he playfully winked at him with a flirty grin.
He nodded a bit. "Just a smidgen sick..." he whispered, letting go of him and moving over to the bed carefully. He stripped down on his way over, leaving himself in just his boxers. He was a bit on the warm side and this was how he always slept anyway. He lifted the blankets and scootched all the way to the one side of the bed against the wall. "Come cuddle with me...please my Juju?" he asked, actually giving him a puppy dog look as he tilted his head to the side a bit. He wasn't sure if the man would say yes and climb into bed with him or if he would just leave, but it was worth a shot.
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Post by Judas Reimer on May 18, 2015 16:09:38 GMT
"Well... next time don't assume." Judas said quietly. More upset of thinking where they were similar than he really was upset with Bash. He looked down quietly and shook his head some. "I don't want to talk about him anymore. Can we move on?" He muttered. Those childhood stories would have to wait for another night where he was too drunk to push it to the back of his mind and try to forget. Bash would know the details one day, but here and now Judas would rather look into Bash's little mystery than share his own sob story. "Just know I'm not him at all. I'm my own person." He mumbled.
Judas gave a bit of a shrug. He was a determined loyalist, but his position almost forced that alignment. "He's effective. And you have no idea what he expects of me to keep that going." He commented with a sigh. The expectations after his promotion were.. exhausting to say the least. "And you may be kinda cute, but I wouldn't go that far either." He rolled his eyes, at least playful in return rather than super grumpy.
"Okay. I was cool until you started taking clothes off." Judas commented, looking down to what was on the desk. He still wasn't the most comfortable person in any social situation. But at least he left the boxers on. That was an image Judas just wasn't quite ready to see. He looked up quietly, considering denying the invitation. But he was feeling particularly bad. Thinking about what he lacked wasn't a good feeling for anyone. So he went over quietly, sitting down on the edge of the bed. "I guess... it can't hurt. If it makes you feel better." He said, like he was trying to rationally justify cuddling with Bash at all. words// 302 tags// Sebastien Athanasopoulosnotes//
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Post by Sebastien Athanasopoulos on May 18, 2015 16:24:58 GMT
Bash sighed softly and nodded at that. "Okay, Juju. I'm sorry. I really am." he said as sincerely as he possibly could. He did feel bad about upsetting him like that, but Judas wanted to move on and Sebastien was happy to follow along with that, not saying another word about it. He shrugged a bit. "And I have a pretty good idea of what he expects...or at least how much he expects of you. I know what he expects of those under you, like me, and even that is a pretty large weight to carry." The difference was...Bash had all his peers and several others on the same level working with him. Juju had them, well some of them, but ultimately he was alone in what he needed to do.
He grinned a bit. "Well I know that in Juju world "kinda cute" means totally adorable and sexy." he said playfully again, raising an eyebrow when the older man commented on his clothing removal. "This is what I sleep in and I'm hot...if you really want I can put more clothes back on, but..." he shrugged a bit. He didn't really want to. He'd rather Judas just stop being a prude. "Is my gorgeous body too much for you to handle?" he asked, though he did at least wrap the sheet around himself.
He waited patiently for Judas to decide if he would join him or not, but he looked quite content when he came over. "Cuddling is always a good way to make me feel better." he commented with a small shrug. He let Judas sit down for a moment before he nestled against the older man, getting as comfy as possible. "I bet it will make you feel better too if you just let it."
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Post by Judas Reimer on May 18, 2015 20:28:02 GMT
Judas shook his head some and looked down. He didn't want to talk about his father anymore. So he didn't continue. Snow was another one of those things. That he was stuck with. That he had no choice about. He couldn't replace his father and he couldn't replace Snow either. "And every mistake you make, puts me one step closer to his list." Judas mumbled. His kill list particularly. Too many mistakes from his people and Judas was out. He was done with. Rope around his neck done. He sighed a bit at Judas, but didn't elaborate further on the point.
"Juju world? I have my own world?" Judas smirked a bit at that. The way Bash talked was amusing enough to give him just that hint of a smirk that he never got anywhere else. "Think what you want about what I mean. I really don't think I can change your mind about it. And I wouldn't call you gorgeous." He added stubbornly. Though he also didn't demand that he got dressed either. He just sat on the bed and leaned against the wall and pillows.
He glanced over and nodded in some agreement. If Bash said that cuddling would make him feel better, he guessed he had to do it. "Yes. Cuddling you and your 'gorgeous body' will make you feel better. Okay. We can try that." He finally agreed. Even though he wasn't really having an easy time getting comfortable with anything. He looked to Sebastien, but nodded some and put a hesitant arm around him quietly. He sure hoped it would start feeling better... words// 274 tags// Sebastien Athanasopoulosnotes//
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Post by Sebastien Athanasopoulos on May 18, 2015 20:53:20 GMT
Sebastien stared at him and shook his head a bit, reaching up and running his fingers through his hair. "Come on...me? Make mistakes? Oh please, Juju. I am not the one you have to worry about." he said, though no matter how many vain remarks he threw out, that idea that his actions in a way decided if Juju lived or died scared him. That was an awful lot of pressure to throw onto the kid who definitely didn't want to see Judas hung for some stupid or even normal mistake that he made. He got off that subject real quick, enjoying the lighthearted and playful one much more.
"Hell yeah you do. You definitely have your own little world." Bash told him. He really had to to act the way that he did. It could be said that Sebastien had his own little world too though. He loved his little world though so it was okay. He shrugged and rolled his eyes slightly. "If not gorgeous, then what would you call me? Sexy? Stunning? Beautiful? Pretty? Handsome? Angelic? Lovely beyond words?" he smirked, really enjoying the whole thing.
He closed his eyes and just relaxed as Judas put an arm around him. "You're so adorably awkward, you know that?" he asked, looking up with a slight grin. He then just nestled a bit closer. He was playing down how he was feeling quite considerably. He felt miserable, but he didn't know what to do about it and he didn't want Judas to take him to some doctor. He was hoping a bit of sleep would help. "Don't you go through my stuff if I fall asleep." he warned with a yawn.
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Post by Judas Reimer on May 18, 2015 21:51:39 GMT
"You can make mistakes too. I'm the only one who doesn't in this job." Judas commented with just a slight bit of that ego that he criticized. It didn't last though and he dropped it quickly. The last thing he wanted was to be a hypocrite.
His own little world? If only. His world would be totally different than this one was. Different than any of this had been. Of course a part of him wouldn't trade Bash or what he was for the world. He was smart, he was dedicated, and well... he was a nice guy. And the first one to show any care about what actually happened to Judas. That couldn't be forgotten. Wouldn't be. For that, Judas would forever owe him something. "You've got a weird little world too Bash." He commented giving him a look. "And no. I wouldn't use those. I don't use those kind of descriptions." He reminded the young man. And he was trying not to. He wasn't that creepy old guy who liked young guys like that. Not that he was particularly old but being almost twice Bash's age...He wouldn't look at the boy that way.
"Didn't think that adorable and awkward went together." Judas commented. "Although kittens are adorable awkward, falling all over the place." He grinned at that, a very genuine smile as he thought of his furry friends at home. As someone who hadn't been loved, he took in the stray kittens willingly. Rather than let them live on the streets or die never to be cared for. Maybe he was a cat hoarder, but he got more love from them than he ever had a human. Bash was getting there though. He looked up though as Sebastien cuddled closer. "Is there something in here you don't want me to find?" He asked with a curious look. That warning only made him want to search the room, though instead he grabbed the journal off the desk to read a little bit while Bash slept. words// 340 tags// Sebastien Athanasopoulosnotes// Phone post
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Post by Sebastien Athanasopoulos on May 18, 2015 22:16:37 GMT
"Oh really? I don't think so. I think I am pretty good at not making mistakes as well." Sebastien said, rolling his eyes a bit. Granted he did make a pretty big mistake and got his best friend pregnant, but calling it a mistake just felt so awful. It happened and there was nothing they could do about it. They hadn't meant it to happen, but someone in the world had. His mother would have called it a blessing and just one of those little, or not so little, twists and turns life liked to throw out. He shrugged. "I do like my weird little world though. It's pretty fantastic." he said simply. He sighed a bit. "You don't, right. But I am sure you have some thoughts. If not about me then about someone else. I am certain that something of the sort has crossed your mind about someone at least once in your life." he said. Judas could pretend to be a prude all he wanted. He could hide his emotions away from the world, but he was still human. He smiled a bit as he watched Judas' face. He loved kittens too and he understood what Juju was saying, but the look of joy and all the emotion that he was showing was what really had him smiling. "I have two kitty cats at my dad's house, but they are quite old now. I got them shortly after I moved in with him." he said, shrugging a bit. "You'll have to let me meet your babies someday." he added. He yawned and it was clear he was struggling to keep his eyes open. "And...I don't have anything to hide. I just don't want you messing up my stuff." he added, sort of just trailing off at the end as he fell asleep. Bash stayed cuddled to Judas the entire time he slept and while he slept calmly at first, he seemed to get more and more restless the longer he slept. Twitching and mumbling in his sleep at first before he was full out moving, clutching Judas tighter at points. He also seemed to just be getting warmer and warmer, to a point where his bare skin was radiating quite a bit of heat off against the older man. After about an hour and half he seemed to jump in his sleep, opening his eyes as he sat up and looked around in a bit of a panic, breathing hard. When he realized he was still in the bed with Judas he just cuddled against the man again, not actually speaking at all. Words// 442 Tags// Judas Reimer
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Post by Judas Reimer on May 18, 2015 23:44:14 GMT
"I wouldn't think your world is weird to you." Judas commented quietly as he looked down, trying badly not to admit that he actually did find Bash adorable. Attractive. He gave a bit of a shake to his head at it and just leaned back. "You're wrong though." He said after a moment. A direct lie but still... an image he'd rather portray. "Cats on the other hand are the greatest things ever. Soft, they love me, all that stuff. You'll get to meet them one day, I have a couple I'm trying to find homes for..." He trailed off though as he was about to start rambling about his kittens. The boy was falling asleep on him anyways. What could would continuing talking to someone who was asleep do?
He chuckled some, rolling his eyes at that. Like he would mess stuff up. But he stayed quiet and despite how badly his curiosity urged him to he didn't get up. He stayed where he was, reading every entry in the journal much more carefully, finding his tablet on the desk and taking some notes to try and make connections. Messy handwritten notes, with scribbles and lines and comments, but he was working on something. Not that it was getting anywhere. Everything he thought he figured out ended up not making any sense. He would have kept going until he felt Bash starting to move a bit, his skin warmer. The older man frowned, looking down to Sebastien and placing the things back to the side. "Bash it's just dreams." He said quietly, gently brushing some hair back from his face before he gently pulled the sheets off him to maybe reduce the causes of any heat anyways.
He froze quickly as the boy sat up, looking down to him with a concerned look. "Another nightmare?" He asked with a frown, watching him. But he didn't comment further, just gently rubbed a couple of fingers on his arm. "There's a couple names in the journal. Loukian is mentioned a few times as well as a woman... Alise?" He looked over curiously to see if Bash recognized it. words// 358 tags// Sebastien Athanasopoulosnotes//
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Post by Sebastien Athanasopoulos on May 18, 2015 23:56:11 GMT
Sebastien was quiet for a bit longer before he managed to relax enough to process what Judas had even said. "Another nightmare...just...a normal one." he said quietly, shaking his head. "Fire...lots of fire...I'm hot." he whined at the sudden realization that he was still feeling hot despite no longer dreaming that he was trapped in fire. Part of him wanted to move away from Juju just to get away from the extra body heat, but when the man started to rub his arm he just decided to stay still. This was more comforting really. He closed his eyes, scowling a bit as he tried to think. "Well Loukian was the guy I already told you about." he said quietly. "But...Alise..." he shook his head a bit. "The name sounds familiar, but I don't know why...I don't remember if I have ever met her." he said quietly. Alise kept to herself most of the time. Josee always went to her except for the one time she had come to save Bash, but Bash was so out of it those few days that he had no idea what had even happened. Who had come and gone. "Juju seriously..." Bash sat up with such a sad and uncomfortable look in his eyes. "I'm hot...and it feels like someone strapped a bunch of bricks to me. Everything feels so heavy." he whimpered. He was over trying to pretend he was feeling okay. He was at his meltdown point. Words// 442 Tags// Judas Reimer
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Post by Judas Reimer on May 19, 2015 1:16:45 GMT
Judas watched him carefully, concerned more than anything at that. He could tell Sebastien was hot. The fever was bad enough even Judas noticed and he wasn't entirely observant to something like that. "Can I get you anything? Water? Ice?" Judas moved to get up at that. He wanted to help Bash not just sit and watch him suffer. But when Bash didn't move away or let go he stopped and sighed, returning to rubbing his arm instead.
"I know. And he's mentioned a lot. And there's some odd things too." Judas shrugged a bit at him and sighed. "She helped you when you were little and sick according to your mother. So... she was important. And maybe she knows something about this Loukian guy. That or maybe she knows how to make you feel a little better." He commented as he watched the young boy. If they even could find this lady. He'd have to check records more in depth than what he could access on a tablet for that though. He could only get to the student records here. He sighed some. "It's a name. And this Loukian guy scared your mother. And he wanted you even before you were born..." He said quietly and looked down some.
He didn't know how to help Bash. He didn't know what he could do for him. "Bash I... I don't know what it is. I don't know how to help.... how? What can I do?" He asked, sitting up some at that, watching him. "There's not even anyone to call if you won't see a doctor..." words// 268 tags// Sebastien Athanasopoulosnotes// Phone post
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Post by Sebastien Athanasopoulos on May 19, 2015 1:27:17 GMT
Sebastien whimpered, but gave a small. "Something cold...anything cold. Please." he whispered once he sat up so that Judas could actually go and get it for him. He needed something. Needed to do something. "Ice in a bag and ice water...please..." he said, watching him. He was so desperate and it was obvious. He didn't know what to do to help himself either, but he couldn't deal with this.
"Odd things?" Sebastien asked with a small frown. "What kind of odd things?" he frowned a bit more, thinking. "I didn't know she was there at all when I got sick. I...I was sick like this. Mama said all I did was sleep for a couple days." he whispered. He had felt like he was dying then. It was a similar feeling as to now. He gave a tiny nod. "Well...she has to be around where my mom and I used to live, right? Unless she moved of course..." he mumbled, looking down.
"No doctor. A doctor won't help." Bash whimpered more. "Just...cold stuff and...I think I have medicine in the cabinet in the bathroom." he said quietly. He wasn't sure it would help, but he would give it a try anyway. "We have to find Alise, Juju...I can't do this." he said, laying down on the bed because sitting up was far too much for him.
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Post by Judas Reimer on May 19, 2015 2:01:04 GMT
Judas gave a bit of a nod at that. "I'll find you something cold." He said before getting up. He needed to move anyways. Laying around on Bash's bed for over an hour had been odd and made him restless. "I'll come back with that." He promised, but stopped and looked over to him and shrugged. "Stuff like the thing you read earlier. And she wrote to you like she knew you'd read it... that or she wrote to a baby in her stomach either way. But she moved at one point or and you're something special I don't know. But you liked chasing froggies." He grinned but moved to the door. "She will be around somewhere I'm sure. Might just have to be creative to find her."
He left the room quickly though. Partly because he needed the walk and always walked at a rushed pace. But also because Bash really needed what he could get right now. He really needed something and ice water was the best Judas could come up with. After rushing through the hall in a way that nobody dared to stop him, Judas returned to the room with a bottle of very cold water, a bag of ice, and something to drink for himself. He came in, closing the door behind him and returning to Sebastien's bed side, holding the bottle out. "Unless you need me to open it. Which by the way I will if you do but don't abuse my kindness." He warned.
"Why wouldn't a doctor help anyways? You have a fever. You're hot like you were just sitting in flames. You're getting migraines and near passing out. Why wouldn't they help?" He stared but he really wouldn't force the young man to go see anyone. Instead he sat back down, watching Bash closely. "I'm just worried about you. And we will find her. I promise we will." He assured him, setting a hand gently on his shoulder. words// 328 tags// Sebastien Athanasopoulosnotes//
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Post by Sebastien Athanasopoulos on May 19, 2015 2:17:52 GMT
Bash sighed and nodded. "She did write it to me?" he asked quietly. It didn't surprise him really though, it sounded exactly like something that she would do. She was the type to have thought of doing that way, even if she didn't intend it to be used the way Bash needed to use it right now. "Something special? Froggies?" he stared after Judas with great confusion on his face, but when the man left he simply settled on the bed, trying and failing to stay awake really.
He was asleep or almost there at least when Judas returned. His voice as enough to pull him out of it though, but he didn't reach for the water. That was far too much work right now. "Would you please?" he asked quietly. He had a feeling that Judas would know that he wasn't abusing his kindness or anything right now though. Not with how sick he looked and the way he was still struggling to listen and stay awake.
"Doctors didn't help back then. Apparently it was all Alise." Sebastien said quietly, watching him. "Doctors won't...help now." he said, shaking his head. He sat up slowly and took the water now so that he could sip on it a bit. "And...I feel like I have been sitting in fire." he added before picking up the ice pack, placing it against the back of his neck as he tiredly leaned against Judas.
"How are we going to find her?" Bash asked quietly. "How is it even possible?" he asked. It all just seemed hopeless and he felt defeated already. He didn't have the strength to feel otherwise.
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Post by Judas Reimer on May 19, 2015 2:39:00 GMT
Judas watched him carefully when he didn't reach for the water. Sighing lightly, Judas opened the bottle and held it out to the young man, closer to him this time. "You need to get better." He commented, noticing how sleepy he was. Judas had a lot to do and waiting on the sickly young peacekeeper wasn't in that job description. Not that he would complain out loud beyond what he had already said though. He cared enough about Sebastien not to.
"Okay. Well... I don't know where this Alise person is." Judas said with a frown and looked to Bash, reaching and taking the water when he was done so that he didn't have to worry about holding it. Shaky and sick wasn't the best time to hold a container of liquid for a long period of time. "All I got about her is she worked a miracle on you that day, and your mother had to sneak out to go see her. Not sure what he was sneaking out of, but any guesses?" He looked to him. Maybe if he got the young man thinking about something else he could be somewhat less miserable? It was worth a shot. "Out of her house. Out of her neighborhood. The district?" He looked concerned at the last one. He'd only ever been outside the district on official Peacekeeper business. Searching for someone sure, but not some miracle working lady in the woods.
He looked and grabbed his notes again. "Well. How do you find someone who is sneaky and likely doesn't want to be found?" words// 265 tags// Sebastien Athanasopoulosnotes//
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Post by Sebastien Athanasopoulos on May 19, 2015 2:48:20 GMT
"I'm aware." Bash said quietly. It actually was meant to have some annoyed, frustrated attitude to it, but it didn't actually show through at all. It just came out in the sad, weak tone that was all he could really manage. At least Judas wouldn't be able to yell at him for giving attitude again.
Bash shook his head. "I don't know either. I...I know where Mom and I lived. I don't know where she lived before that. Where she lived before that is probably a lot closer to where Alise is or was." he mumbled, moving the ice to his forehead after Judas took the water back from him. "We can ask my dad. He might know...I mean, he obviously had to have known my mother back then. I know they were very close friends and obviously he had to be around then since he got her pregnant with me." he said quietly. He didn't know how much his father knew, but maybe it was worth a shot.
"And I know that she meant sneaking out of the district." He said with a tired sigh. "She even used to sneak out when I was around. She used to bring me back the prettiest flowers and the yummiest fruits from the other side of the fence." he said, thinking carefully. He frowned a bit deeper. "That's a good question...it seems impossible, but I guess we will just have to see what we can find out." he whispered.
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